From Then ’til Now

Open in plain sight, false sense of infallibility.Underneath it all, stark and unadorned agony (a cruel lesson, yet a lesson all the same.)On replay, denial.In my heart, knowing.In my bones, knowing.Stuck in my throat, knowing.Most challenging step, acknowledgment, and yet … Continue reading

Sitting on a Notable Design

Sitting on a Notable Design

I’m a sucker for an extraordinary design. It doesn’t have to be flashy, simply noteworthy. The human biological evolution is the most remarkable design; if left on its course it won’t disappoint. I can’t wait to see what becomes of … Continue reading

The Start of the Dream

The Start of the Dream

Sometimes events happen unannounced and unexpected. Sometimes with or without permission from the outside, I rekindle a forgotten dream of a new life regardless of the countless times I was begged otherwise. I begin to tell my myself another story, … Continue reading

If Only to Break from Rhyme

Down a rutted path, along dormant liana, beside the mucky river and near a bridge, I find stillness for the day. Within twenty to sixty seconds of exposure to nature heart rate slows, blood pressure drops, breathing regulates and brain … Continue reading

Walk On

Walk On

“To walk away from someone you care about who cannot meet your needs is one of the bravest acts you can do.” -Jillian Turecki And as much as I had resisted over and over again there is only so much … Continue reading

Something Deep

Something Deep

Don’t be afraid, there is nothing. You are always and forever the deepness.

She Already Knows Her Magic…

She Already Knows Her Magic…

I’m here to protect it.

Love

Love

It makes the world go round…will we ever allow for this life-altering experience? It’s steadfast one, indeed worth the devotion that palpates us at the cellular level. I am all for a fiesta to celebrate love just because.  I suppose … Continue reading

On Becoming Numb

A mother once told her baby girl, Every time you forgive him, he will love you a little more, but you will stop loving him, so the day he loves you the most you will not feel anything for him … Continue reading

Built to Perform

The key is to not stay in fear of being lost and confused. Pressure is not a bad thing, it’s the power you give it. Pressure is when you don’t feel confident…I may not know how the game may unfold … Continue reading